Which was scary because what if I were to have a seizure again? who would be there? I tried to put those thoughts out of my head and remind myself that it could have been a "one-time" thing. That was a big eye-opener for me, I really enjoyed being alone. I decided to visit my parents and clear my head with some home comfort. My GF, at the time, wasn't helping much, and I couldn't blame her, she didn't know how, I didn't know how, and I wasn't helping myself.
FUCK YOUR CHAMPION AHRI IRELIA CAITLYN SYNDRA AND ASHE GAME HOW TO
Over the first summer of covid I tried to make adjustments to my diet, sleep routine, and water intake, still no meds, I was feeling okay, just dealing with the stressors of being in a bad relationship, and still not sure how to emotionally deal with having had a seizure.
I was, and still am, not interested in taking medication for extended periods of time.Īlso, she had mentioned that a lot of people can have "a" seizure and that it might just be a one-time event. I then went through 5 years of withdrawal and depression. I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was 6 so I was given "speed" for 10 years until I said enough with this, and stopped taking it. I don't like taking medication because I have a history with meds.
She was awful and left me mortified, she basically tried to scare me into taking medication, saying that her questionnaire was enough for her to diagnose, but no "real tests" were done other than at the ER, which were fairly inconclusive. on what this means for me and my future, what changes I might need to make. So much was happening at the time, I never really addressed, or gave time to address, what I was going through.Ī month later I was able to get an appointment (over the phone) with a PA for the neurology dept. I had my first seizure at the beginning of 2020.